Going back to my weight loss, my parents and familia think that i look to thin/slim and that i should eat more. But i regret to eat like i used to and also i tell them that i'm not i look the same as always. Although this is the case my mum wants me to do exams to check if everything alright with my health, but im too scared of the results and that if their bad im worried about their reaction to it. So im trying to avoid the health test (blood test, urine, high or low blood pressure and so on test). I say to them yeah i will make an appointment but when they remind me i say i forgot i will make it tomorrow but i make and make excusses to not test my health. I've gained weight, so i need to lose it back again where it was or abit downer a bit because seriously i dint think the way i look yet is perfect for me... So I wont give up.

That thing that i havent told you yet i remain secret it, maybe tomorrow i will reveal it, my problems will also remain secretive but however when i reach to the end of the finished line to be able to accept them and fight through them, no matter what happens i will reveal the. But not at the moment. Good Night.