Made my appointment yeah done, but however if they do the same thing like they did once when i my parents wanted to a health check on me i wont do it, i'll forget about it and if a disease or problem appears in my health i dont care, at the moment i will leave ot as it is, but when i go to it and they do the same thing then i will forget about it and live my life freely, if i die then let it be it maybe this is a sign to realise i do deserve to suffer with these problems in the past, in the present and will in the future.