Well, what should I say its been a busy week. I was were i was and the school week ended prefectly. But when it comes to friday, i was going on holiday and everthing worked terribly. I lost the train and bus and i had to sleep at the airport for 2 days. To have my flight happening on the actual sunday. But i'm now where i am for my holidays and thats what it matters. Back to see family. Missed carnaval on sunday but i have today to see it. Slept today with cousin. Lets see how days goes. My birthday is coming up soon this week. Sorry for not coming everyday but it has been a busy week. But i will try and come when i can. But next week i will go back to where i was and i will post like always.

Quote: "Not always days go perfect, but you just have to find a way to deal with them. And when it comes to the right time or place that postive and wonderful place will take place."

Today was pretty good day. I went to see my counceller, it was OK i guess. Lots, of positives and a few negatives, but i dealt with it, and i was OK with it. The problem with my brush on my foot, it doesn't hurt, but it has been resolved, the boy didn't say sorry but asked if my foot was better, and i said it was and he was like are you sure (name)? and i said yes, and he said that's good. But he only spoke to me because my head of year told him to do so. Once again at lunch i went to see the girls, it was less awkward than yesterday. But i do believe that eventually, it will become less and less weird. Tomorrow i have the talk with my teacher, and still i have to write the card to give in -to the other girl, and i will do so. Tomorrow, i have PE and i really want to do it, but one or two people think i shouldn't because of my foot. Well, its not that bad its just bruised and it doesn't even hurt no more. And i am being honest here like always. So really i will do it. No one will stop me from doing something i enjoy or love. Not much too say today, but i am making some progress i guess :) and i'm so happy for that.

Today's quote: 'Fight for what makes you happy and not let nothing destroy or come between the progress, to make a change in your life for you to become sad.'

Well, my day was going well yesturday untill an accident haplened. i went meet up with the girls a lunch, i did have some concerns whether i should go or not, i even went to that teacher that helps me alpt and she adviced me to go. So i did, it was very awkard but i managed it. They even wanted me to walk with them, so i did. Yesturday, at the end of the lesson i was standing up whilst, a bout was messing around and landed on my foot. It was very painful. He didnt realise he had done it. I went to the MI room, got some ice. The bruse was getting worser that i had to go to the hospital. My head of year came in, told him what happened, he talk to the boy but nothing. He doesnt remember that he did that. I knew this was going to happen. Because he didnt look back to me and said sorry which meant he didnt realise that he'd done it. Well, today i have to go and see my head of year and see what's going to happen. I thout it that this will get resolved but we shall see. Also i have the talk with my counceller. Last night i got a text, from the a girl, saying that she was worried about me becauae she did not see me in lesson. I was regretting to tell her because of worried that she wouldnt believe me. But in the end i told her. She even told me something that happened during lesson. I feel that now i'm am trully getting close to her. She invited me to go at lunch again. I shall will do. Lets see how the day goes. My brush isnt that bad now, but now i wanna do PE and i cant, because of this stupid bruise and my parents dont want me to do it. And i thout that the school will let me.

Today's song: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UAWcs5H-qgQ

Yesturday was amazing. I was accpted fine, didn't talk alot alot but i talked applenty, wasn't that shy, well at the start but then shyness was gone. I loved it so much i'm glad i actually went, and didn't regret myself from going. We even took pictures, i looked a bit bad but never mind, all that matters was that i enjoyed it. They even asked several questions to me, one of them was that who do i hang around in school? I didnt wanna tell them, but i had to be honest i said no one. And they said awww, you can come to ..... room at lunch and you can sit next to us, i told her some few issues, but she had answers for them. They were great people and they are, they even felt sorry for me walking on my own home, and i had a ride on one of the girl's car to take me back. They even walked with me to the place. They're really nice. I feel so happy and positive about myself. Today i brought the card of thank you for the girl. Tomorrow's another day and let's see how it goes hehe i'm so happy :D

Today i talked to my bby this morning, but since then no sign of him. I miss him so much :( <3 However, today whilst i was in down i was near the valentine's day gifts to offer, and i thought what can i offer him. But i still don't know :/ maybe something will come to me.

Quote: ''Everything, is possible, a smile is the begining of a start of acheiveing but in the in the end words and confidence is everthing that makes a person suceed."

My day couldn't have been even perfect. I had a super day. Had the talk with the teacher at lunch, told her all the good things including the girls invite to town. She reconds i should go, my inside thinks i should so i am going now. But i'm concerned, but lets see how it goes. About the card i am indeed right a card to this girl, but for my other special friend my teacher liked what i was going to say to her and everything. She would try and speak to her day and tell me her response. And she did, i then went to see my teachet for the response and it was so positive that it had made my day. I was so happy to hear what i was hearing. In the end i saw her with my card and she said thanks for the card (name) i really appriciated it. i smiled to her. But when i came home and had time to go on social media i replied to her relating to the card and her comments were once again positive. I now think to myself, do people really like me? :/ maybe they do and i never  had noticed that. But know lets focus on tomorrow's day and new acheivements to be made. To speak up whilst i am with them. Hope i'm able too :/

Today's post, puts me thinking to leave you with this song: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xknW3A5LhZ0

Yesturday was an alright day :) bby in mind once again he's my everything. I love you boyfriend. Counceller's talk was good to, had some few discusions about what things oi could do and everything. However, at the end of the day when i finished playing baskquetball which i enjoy alot, i got invited to go to town with this girl and her friends. I had concerns about, but i told i would tell after and stuff. Last night i got a msg from her telling about it and that she wasn't joking when she asked me. I talked her about her and said that i would give her a reply tonight :) i don't know if i shouls go, but my concience my inside says i should. I have the talk with my teacher, today i think i'm going to tell her that i want to give this girl a card too, because she has been with me to when i most need it like the other lovely girl, and i will tell her about this conversation and see what see says about it.

Today's quote leaves to me saying: " That when you realise you see things that you never thought that would happen. But one step at a time and you will reach your target to the next level of achievement."

Yesturday went normal. My bby in mind through out tgmhe day. And its been cold lately, and all i think is i wish he was here with me to warm me up. I've also been have dreamy thoughts, like everytime i pass a car, that's switched on, but its parked and somebody's inside, i always think its him, but when i pass it abd come to realise its not :/ however i wrote the card to my dear lovely friend, gave it to the teacher, i was ment to talk to her but she was in a meeting, so now i'm going to see her on Friday at lunch. She gave me a hug, and i loved it i love hugs hehe. Yesturday i made another progress i've been sitting at least 2 times this week in science next to my friend, because i asked and her and her other friend have accepted me :) but the problem is, is that i dont talk after, i just dont know what to say and also i'm worried about their reaction too. Today i have the talk with my counceller at school, lets see how it goes. If you mantain to contact and speak to me about anything such as your feedback, here is my email: secretanonymou421@gmail.com 

Today i will leave with lyrics from a beautiful song: "I'm gonna pick up the pieces, and build a lego house. If things go wrong we can knock it down. My three words have two meanings, there's one thing on my mind, it's all for you <3 "