Going back to my weight loss, my parents and familia think that i look to thin/slim and that i should eat more. But i regret to eat like i used to and also i tell them that i'm not i look the same as always. Although this is the case my mum wants me to do exams to check if everything alright with my health, but im too scared of the results and that if their bad im worried about their reaction to it. So im trying to avoid the health test (blood test, urine, high or low blood pressure and so on test). I say to them yeah i will make an appointment but when they remind me i say i forgot i will make it tomorrow but i make and make excusses to not test my health. I've gained weight, so i need to lose it back again where it was or abit downer a bit because seriously i dint think the way i look yet is perfect for me... So I wont give up.

That thing that i havent told you yet i remain secret it, maybe tomorrow i will reveal it, my problems will also remain secretive but however when i reach to the end of the finished line to be able to accept them and fight through them, no matter what happens i will reveal the. But not at the moment. Good Night.

... This was to give me a Hug, she said that i know your the head of year but she also included something else in the end but i can remember. And he in the end he did and accpeted it and hugged him too, i felt like the need of having that hug of course my teacher did as well give me a hug before he came in i was so happy with their reaction it felt to me that they showed that they loved/liked the person i am. However i then headed back to form because i had carol service and they stayed chatting... But there's still one thing that i haven't meantion to you yet ...

Their faces were shocking tp what i was expecting :) my head of teacher i heard most he told me that how to know you love candles and he said straight away oh yeah your sometimes in my class for your lessons amd i said yeah then they carried on opening it and they found a box of choclates of 'Ferro Rocher' and my head of teacher said you know (name) thse are my fabourite choclates from Ferro Rocher, i love them alot, my teacher and him both said there was no need for this, the card you gave me was lovely i really loved it and made me feel proud to have done my job in helping you. And thank you for those beautiful inspirational words they carried on talking to me about the card and present thing until my teacher had encouraged him to do something... 

And he came in and said hello (name) and i said hello sir, my teacher recovered what i told her about the blog and something else that i told her to him and he did agree with her and was pleased to hear what he heard like she did, that made me smile. However, it got to the moment when she said so what have you brought us :) and i said i hope you like it sorry about the wrapping not my best wrapping, i gave them the present each one of them. And she asked me do u want us to open it now or on christmas day? I reply now if you dont mind and so they did ....

I reached to school late because i had an appointment to go, i sign in i went to lesson but when it was time to go to break i went and went straight to my teachers room with my bag (as you may guess whats inside it) i waited outside because she was on the phone... but then it reacher my turn to go in so i did and she said what are the good news and i told her that i wanted to give the presents and she said i think its better to give at different times because your head of year is certainly really busy but then i looked side ways and there he was passing by and i said maybe not he just passed over there and she assumed that he was coming here and...

Just finished school today, and i'm so happy and smiley today of what happened :D