Happy New Year, its a new year, a new life, a new begining. Had a great time but you know there's food being involved and of course i had too eat. However, after new year's over i will go back to the routine and you know what it is. Drank 3 glasses of champagne. I would drink more but you know what parents are like... had alot of laughter woth parents and sister,  but on that other side of me, there was sadness, disappointment, guilty, emptyness, fear, etc being involved. It was never shown yesturday, but it was always present with me and where ever i go i will always be present in my life. Yet, i do will you a happy new year filled up with love, caring, laughter, health and hope that your dreams/wishes come true. This post inspires me to say to you: "For this new year, never give up, stay focussed, stay positive, and stay strong, no matter what happens."