I've been having many problems in the past... But suddendly i felt inside of me that it was time to deal with them, so for the past couple of weeks i've been trying to find courage, and faith in myself but it ain't that easy. I've never told this to nobody, i have no friends in school and no one knows nothing about this problem, this fear,  this guiltyness i have inside of me. But yet i've been crying and i've found the need in telling someone so i did...