Today was another day gone, it was alright i guess but tomorrow starts my worriness... its christmas eve and the christmas day on the next day and my fear is the food because i want to try and avoid eating as much as i can but there will be family - well my parents and sister, and you know what familys are like: eat another thing, eat a bit more (name) etc. I will try my best not to eat alot i will try and make excuses because i dont want to get any fatter, so lets see how it goes...