Today was a calm and peaceful day, not much happening, sat watching films, playing games, watching tv, etc. At dinner time like lunch time I ate dessert, cakes. At that moment It just came to my mind I have to eat, they look nice and delicious. But the way I feel at this point is guiltiness and disappointmented to have felt that way. But I can't change the past but I can change te future from now on wards I will try to change my mind and focuss on eating like I was which is 'LESS.' However, I do have my sister's birthday coming up which is next week so I only have delicious and sugarery cake on that day, so I will lesser as soon as possible, as soon as I'm able too. I haven't got much to say today, maybe tomorrow but I do wish you a good night and sleep well. Today's post inspires me to say: "Everthing is possible to those who believe."

Happy New Year, its a new year, a new life, a new begining. Had a great time but you know there's food being involved and of course i had too eat. However, after new year's over i will go back to the routine and you know what it is. Drank 3 glasses of champagne. I would drink more but you know what parents are like... had alot of laughter woth parents and sister,  but on that other side of me, there was sadness, disappointment, guilty, emptyness, fear, etc being involved. It was never shown yesturday, but it was always present with me and where ever i go i will always be present in my life. Yet, i do will you a happy new year filled up with love, caring, laughter, health and hope that your dreams/wishes come true. This post inspires me to say to you: "For this new year, never give up, stay focussed, stay positive, and stay strong, no matter what happens."