Another day has gone, yes it is Christmas Eve and I wish a merry Christmas to you who's reading this. However, remember when i talked about worriness in eating alot today,  that could affect my weight, well i ate aleight i guess better than last year instead but i could of done better :( i gained weight im so disappointed in myself, tomorrow is another day and again starts the fear... oh no i will try my best to eat less with out making my parents noticing it :/ Hope you have a merry christmas full of happiness, health, peace and love. May your wishes become true too :)