Long time no see... This week has been a long and lovely week spent with my cousin Ines.
Monday Afternoon: I went to the local place where my boyfriend lives, with my cousin, and her friends. I spent time with him. Met new places, had alot of fun, lot of kissing, and love was made. Went to a spooky but interesting house of the town. And alot happened in there. Kissing, touches involved. Truth or Dare game was played. And lot's more. Time and Time passed until it was time to go home.
Tuesday Afternoon: Went to my boyfriend's place, where he lives in the local centre of the actual place (in Frazao). Couldn't be with him on that day because he had already planned on that day, with his friends, that was already planned in ages. So my afternoon was spent with my cousin's friends. Hard for me to speak, but spoke abit more, than i did. Not much, but a bit, made alot difference. Bit by bit, i will build my timid problems, and courage to be able to speak, and not be worried about what others may think or even say. But apart from that my evening was spent nicely done.
Wednesday afternoon: Spent time with my boyfriend, once more. Played basketball with him and my cousin. Waiting for her friends to arrive, so me and him could spend some more time alone. Conversations were made. Kissing always present. But more and more intense touches... Time passing by, until it was time to go to the river and have a swim, and sunbathe. He had picked me up, and put me in the water. I screamed because i was scared to drawn. We played with a basketball in water. Myself and my boyfriend went sunbathing together. Silly and happy moments were spent together... Until it the time reached to go home. And a goodbye was made between me and him.
Thursday afternoon: Planning to spend time with him once again. Last day at my cousin's house. But he, wouldn't reply me, nor answer the phone. Left text messages, but no replies back, i was starting to believe that he wasn't going to come, since he had already said that he would... I went to same place that i went on Wednesday, down the river, and met 2 more of my cousin's friends and 1 that i ready met before. And spent time with them and my cousin, even when to one of the girl's house and had snack at her house with the other girls, but no sign of my boyfriend. After awhile me, my cousin and one of the girl's went down to the river, but the other 2 had to go home. Time passed it was 6 pm. Boyfriend sent a text to call him. I called him. And he was on his way. He had to go out, and had left his phone at home... Soonly he arrived with his friend, by riding on bikes... We spent only just about 10-15 minutes together, it was little but good, and it was at least something, better than nothing. Until time was passed and i had to go home. Goodbye was given, after their companion half-way (boyfriend, his friend and my cousin's friend). Then we went home.
FRIDAY 7TH AUGUST 2015: It was the day 1 month of celebration, that me and my boyfriend, were made together/united since the 7th of July 2015. In the afternoon, i spent time with him. Both alone with him, and with my cousin that had to come with him, otherwise i wouldn't have permission to leave the house to be able to to meet up with him alone. It was myself, my cousin Renata, her brother had she one way or other had to bring, because she had to look after him. And then it was my boyfriend and his best friend, like bother, Nuno. They had come to my home local place by their bikes, because from where they live it's far away, if they had walked. Conversations were made.. I had given my gift that i had made for this special day (it was a letter written by me, talking about out memories, but the most important revealing to him, of how much I love him). He read it and loved it. He confessed that he had something for me, but had forgotten, because of leaving the house in a flash. But admitted, that he would, give it to me when we next meet up together. Time was spent both alone with him, and times were spent in companion with everyone at the event. Laughter, and smiles were involved on that day. 2-3 hours spent together, very little for me, but i loved it, and I lived the moment again, as like when it all started. I love my boy, more and more as days go passed.
Time and time passes fast, that it's reaching the moment, to go back to where it was, being more long distance away from him, and go back to the country that i'm unfortunately living, ( because of poverty, in where i actually belong, which is where i'm currently, spending holidays at the moment). Thinking about long distance, it's going to be hard to be away from him, for a long time, but nothing or nobody will destroy this true love, this emotion felt inbetween us two. Not even our memories, or even happiness.... <3
