Today... well i not much happening but at forst i got upset because i had noticed that he wasn't in school. That made me miss him even more. As the day was passing along, on the last lesson the door suddenly appeared and i looked at there he was :D i
that brought my smile straight away. But of course i had to hide it because it would be or make it obvious that i like him. Yes it is, i like a teacher, i've fell in love with him. But the problem is i have a less chance that something will happen for defenitly. Also i will suffer more including this to my problems knowing that its impossible for me and him to stay forever together. But no one chooses the person we fall in love with... 

However i'm getting woried on my eating, i believe that i'm getting fatter and fatter :( the reason im changing is to attract people to like me and be friends with me since i have no friends in school. I spend the time on my own, no one to talk to... and as a result i do this to try and be like them pretty, perfect and maybe tbey will like me that way. And if they dont like me yet maybe im not perfect enough and need to carry on going. Losing weight of course. Another reason is to feel well confortable about myself, and of course to be healthier... that it for today i guess.

Today's post links: "If you really want something to happen, then fight for it to make it become true. Never give up o n your dreams and wishes."