Good news today. Talked more today than yesturday. During form time i got asked to sit next to these girls and i did (yeah i said yes and not no an achievement made). Start conversation 1 or 2 times today. I talked to this one or two girls and grew the conversation my extending it. No sign of him today, he wasn't in school. Good thing that happened which ment i wouldn't to deal with the problem to face mim. But that other part of me missed him and he did come to my mind again. One other secret is hidden that i haven't yet revealed. not today maybe tomorrow or another time. Alots of secrets are yet still waiting to be shared, but will be shared at the right time. Tomorrow counceller and doctor's appointment and lets see how it goes. Have yet really achieved my challenge that was set last week, but i do believe i will make it. Did it once, but once isn't enough. Today was the perfect day that i ever had that i havent had for ages. Hope tomorrow goes well too.

Today quote: " Everyone is born for a reason, but everyone knows that there will be and end of life to die. So please live ypur life freely and happy, lets not get affected by those who don't deserve our sadness, but do deserve our happiness - the people who love and care for us - family and friends. "