Today, i saw him but lets not talk about today, maybe another time. However, today i had pyscology at school. I talked to her about things that happened during the holidays up untill today. The suicidal thoughts, the doctor appointment that i had this week and a few other things. She told me alot, asking me questions about it. Untill it got one that touched me. Which was about the period. And she told me that doctors ask that if there are regular or not. And if they're not then it leeds to either being pregrant or lost to much weight. 

At knew that but then she told me if the weight problem was the issue, then it could leeds to serious problems. Such as in future it can stop you from having children. I never knew that was the case, of course i want to have children in future but i dont want this stopping me from doing that. Of course we talked about few more things, but i think i'm in that endless road with no exit. No way to escape/to resolve these problems.

Today's quote is: "Always think first, before you act and say something that in future time you'd wished you never said."