Saturday 25th july, at night spent it with boyfriend and a few memebers of my family at a party. Only me and him know what happened, itimate close up, went on a ride, with him and his friend. And more stuff happened at that night, kisses, intense bits, hugs, and holding hands and more few bits. But i saw my antie, i was holding hands, i let it go once i noticed her, i talked go her and everything. But then i went worried that she might tell my uncle, and my uncle may pass it on to my dad, which both him and my mother don't know about our relatipnship. I panicked. later that night when the night was over to go home i gave him one last kiss and hug and went home. (Alot happened that night). Sunday 26th July, was a decisive day, it was everthing or nothing. The day had reached early, time passed, more worriness, panicking and being nervous happened. Untill i received a call from dad, and i told him to pass to my mother i told her and the way she talked it seemed that she had accepted the relationship, but then when she passed it to my dad i manage to confess it to him. He said horrible things, that i didn't like hearing but it's life 😢😳😔 i will have to wait for tomorrow, and let him and give him time to think carefully. And wait untill he next calls me, possibly tomorrow. Hope to receive good news. Because i dont want to lose my baby, he's everthing for me. But if he countines to not accept him, it's not because of him not accepting that i will permit for the relationship to end. Yes i might not have all the courage, to take that further step, but i will gain it and fight against everyone and everthing, to maintain with the boy i love with all my love. <3