Changes in mood and insecurities back on at the moment. Have been speaking to the boy but today later or closer to night not well because of my mood has changed. And frequently it's been happening quit often, for the moment i can be happy and the next i can change, but oh well it's probably normal. But i definitely don't want to stop to talk to him, i'm not gonna isolate from him. But untill my mood goes back to normal i don't feel like talking to no one, or even do much in particular, and yet be alone to think. But he did mention that i would have a surprise, but didn't tell me what it was, i was going to walk today at night, yet because i love walking, but since my mood is like this i don't know if i want to go, i might as well stay at home and go to sleep. I will see...

Changed my mind...

I've been thinking and thinking alot about the case of the new boy. And he doesn't come out of my mind, i've started talking to him again since saturday-sunday and we're back together to be strong friends like never before. Last night he came to my mind to go to sleep and once again thia morning i woke up thinking about him, both night and morning smiling whilst opening, and closing my eyes. I love this voy enourmously and i cant imagine my life with out him, i feel that what i feel for him is something really strong, and i cant hide that. But i am more than definently i sure that i want to meet up with him for the first time.

Quote: Never let you mind pass you by to come out through mouth, but yet let you heart be present at all times with honesty and truthful words.