Changes in mood and insecurities back on at the moment. Have been speaking to the boy but today later or closer to night not well because of my mood has changed. And frequently it's been happening quit often, for the moment i can be happy and the next i can change, but oh well it's probably normal. But i definitely don't want to stop to talk to him, i'm not gonna isolate from him. But untill my mood goes back to normal i don't feel like talking to no one, or even do much in particular, and yet be alone to think. But he did mention that i would have a surprise, but didn't tell me what it was, i was going to walk today at night, yet because i love walking, but since my mood is like this i don't know if i want to go, i might as well stay at home and go to sleep. I will see...