Today went ok. I made a progess i think. I started a conversation but didnt say hello i started it another way. But only did it once. I am able to talk to people if they speak to me but its alot effort for me to be able to make for me to actually start a conversation but i manged to do it well kind of. The person did say one or two thing to me but then after a moment when i replyed to her i asked her a question and she answers back and chatted about another thing or two. I didnt manage to start it but i managed to progress the conversation and contiune it. Is that a good thing? I think ive changed my mind about next week, i think that i will go and see my teacher on wednesday, but worried about what she might say or the way she may speak to me. Scared to think that she may think that i haven't progressed enough.... oh well i shall wait and see. 

Today i saw him but wirh less hate, but i still love him and i have a long journery to proclaim to be able to forget him. But i think i'm able to do it. But today i did the usual as you know what i do everyday relating to him in morning and afternon or even during school.

However today's quote is: ''Once again, if build that smile and achieve all your gaols, then everthing will be easier and possible to fight through a battle and win your objectives."