My teacher even encouraged me to talk to childline, but i felt that i wasnt ready enough for that, but as days were passing i decided that ot was maybe the right thing to do so she gave me the number and i telephoned them on school days i couldnt phone at home because it would give away so every lunch time i phoned them for like 4-5 times but then i stopped because of a specific reason (mock exams, they were going on and that would give me less oppotunity to phone them, so since then i've stopped completely)